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but for some reason, you make me happy. Everytime i need some cheering up, you know what gets me to laugh and forget about whatever it is thats bothering me.

with the homies was fun! it was successful, stressful a little bit but it turned out to be prettty good! :)so glad most of everyone came, it felt like old times again yknow? like we just saw each other yesterday but its really been months since some of us have seen each other. sighh..good day and night. i really love my friends

even though christmas is suppose to be the best time of the year, it has its moments where its not so great at all. Im just very thankful to have family to keep the holiday season busy because i think i'd feel really lonely if it werent for them. For some reason though, i feel very lonely right now. I know i just saw all my friends, but it made me feel warm and alone at the same time. Warm that i have such great friends and alone that i can't share it with anyone or to just know that i do have someone. I think all i want is to be kilig again. And for someone else to take care of me and make me happy. Every holiday season its always been me myself and i. I think its a tradition now...

i wonder how no matter how strong a bond is, theres still a way that a wall can be built high. No matter how close you are boundaries can still set...if thats possible then maybe the bond isn't so strong after all? hmm. whatever

well im officially done with fall quarter of 2009 in CSULA! yeee! winterbreak is going to be busy.

these past few days have been fun:)